It’s 4:20 Am. HERE is my blog post, Mama.

It’s 4:20 Am. HERE is my blog post, Mama.

WHy I am so wide awake is way beyond me. COuld have something to so with waking up an hour ago, fully dressed , in bed, no recollections of what lead to that, though I’m sure the morning and the cranky husband will illuminiate it all for me. Sigh times three. I sometimes disgust myself.

And of all the people to be judgy. But I do grant him the fact that he is Grover’s dad and his worrying is often not out of the blue but has valid beginnings. It’s just that the next day he can be so mean and judgemental. Go figure. Mr. reformed. Fuck you, get the stick out of your ass and instead of making me feel like shit help me out with getting sober and staying that way. Argh.

About anotherwisefinenight

things about me: I am painfully shy sometimes. I love my son more than I thought was possible, and my husband just as much. Both of them drive me batshit crazy sometimes. And that's not a long trip. I work hard, but love my boss. I do not discuss religion or politics. I have many acquaintances, and a few precious, pricelss friends. I've been dressing in thrift since 9th grade, it's not cool, it's necessity. I am faithful and pray every day but have missed going to church for a year of Sundays. I love my dogs. I don't sleep much.

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